ok...i did something real bad yesterday. And i am feeling bad and guilty over it now. But do i have a choice? No. I guess it's a matter of time that i have to say those things to him... to make him understand..to prevent him for falling deeper. But i guess i hurt him real bad...I dunno how i am going to face him when we meet...
Ignore him? or pretend that nth happen...dunno..guess i will just deal with it when the time comes..

That's one thing...another thing is bothering me too.Maybe i am too sensitive to such things..Somehow..i realised that i am not one of them anymore...i am isolated from them. Perhaps wad WK said was right..i am isolating myself from them...but i do wanted to talk to them very badly. But i guess as people get to know more friends, the relationships with others will just drift away? i dunno if it's true..but that's what i think. Perhaps i am thinking too much..i hope.

Things are just getting worse as the days go by.....haiz..dun wish to think about it now...just hope that everything will become better