Today was such a contradicting day for me. Happy & sad at the same time.

I was Happy cos Bao Bei came and have lunch with me specially from his home after MIEC lecture cos i was flaring my temper with him for not fetching me home yesterday.(Cos we were supposed to meet twice a week during holidays) And so he came down in cab and had lunch with me. Introduced Ngee Ann to him as we walked to canteen 1. I had chicken chop while he had chicken rice. It was a nice 40 mins lunch with him, though it's a bit short cos i have to do CIP project after that.

He was supposed to go to school to meet his friends but he later told me that he was going to Ginza to return comics then go school but he realised that it was still early so he went home again. So he came to school just to have lunch with me then went home again! Isn't my boy sweet?! =)

He sent me to the library before he went off.

And here comes the sad part. He going off to Malaysia for a 3 days camp. That means i wont get to hear his voice for 3 days. I won't be able to read his sms for 3 days and i will be missing him lots and lots for 3 days and not to say, worry my heart out for him for 3 days.

ANd the worst part is that i didn't get to hug him or kiss him before he left. =(

These 3 days are going to be bad for me, for i dunno wad i would do without him.

Hope he would take good care of himself as he has promised and come back as soon as possible. Can time just passed to Mon night now? Please?

It's okay, i keep telling myself. At least i saw him today before he went for the camp. That's enough.

I love you and i am missing you dearly every single moment.

Good nite, Bao Bei.

*Muackz*